WhiteNightFevers

1 month later.

2012-02-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

1 month later and here I am typing again. Shall post pictures up tonight. (:
Saturday and in the school library doing international business.
Time flies, graduating in a months time. University? - ah, screw local. haha.
Fees went up again. *headache*
Looking back at all my old posts, I miss good old times. I miss my girlfriends and how we used to spend valentine's in school. epically funny.
This years' valentine is going to be fun.(:
Shall post my last post on this blog tonight. Too many memories here.
And I'm gonna move on.
#currentlistening A little bit stronger - Sara Evans

I'm happy now, I'm really blessed. (:

2012, new beginnings.

2012-01-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

2012 pictures. New beginnings with plenty of loose ends. 2012 did welcome me in a brusque manner.
Sad issues that are meant to be avoided, new memories to be created. As you can see depicted in all these photos, I have crazy friends that make my invariably boring life filled with maws and rainbow unicorns.
This semester is pretty stressful. And managerial accounting 2 is a major fkin bitch in the ass.
Something that filled me with ineffable joy? I passed my test. the driving test.

I miss you,terribly. But when things are not meant to be yours, you let them go. & If they ever come back, they were yours all along. Do you believe in that?
Have to move on don't I - stop dwelling in the past.
I'm stuck on what to type next, too many thoughts flowing through.
Shall just end here. X

here it goes.

2011-12-22T02:44:00.000+08:00

I hardly do personal posts alreadt. But...yeap. So bear with me.

I love you.

Those words can’t be measured, or rather we don’t know how to measure it. We don’t know how real they are. Actions will always be stronger than words. Words are weak. Words are cheap.

Certain actions done - sometimes make the other party thinks you don’t love them. But when in actual fact you do so much that - the love just suffocates you.

How do we prove to them we love them? Hard to show, hard to say. Bear your heart open? impossible. Never enough. Only you yourself would know how much you love them, how much they weigh in your heart. And even when you tell them - high chances they won’t believe you.

85% of the time they think you’re bullshitting.

But yes, I love you. I only can tell you these words. I suck at proving them but I hope you will one day see/believe that I really do. I never ever want to see you leaving. My heart feels like it has been ripped apart, stepped and smashed into smithereens. So now, where do I stand beside you?

Cause I don’t know where I stand. - I used to know.

FINALLY

2011-11-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

I finally fkin blogged. Lazy me.
Okay, I think I only update tumblr and instagram. haha, damn fkin lazy to upload photos
Is there any other easier way!?
To summarize everything up... Life has been treating me okay. haha - there are definitely ups and downs.
Intern - 3 weeks left. fuck yeah. \m/
Can't wait for my two weeks holidays in December!! need a good long break (:

Movies:
Caught 3 musketeers recently. OMG. Love it!
PA 3 sucked shit. the ending left my mouth hanging. Not in a good way.
More of the - "this is it?!"
Tower Heist wasn't that bad. Eddie Murphy was hilarious.
I want to watch IMMORTALS. omfg. look so nice!

Reading:
And yes, I have picked up reading once again. Gonna try rip off mom by getting me two more books from Haruki Murakami, so I don't have to spend my own money. Lol :D
Still haven't finished "I don't how she does it" by Allison Pearson. Internship forbids me to read. By the time I get home, all I want to do is SLEEP. sigh ):

Buys:
Nothing interesting. Just a pair of jeans, shoes, nail polishes, lipsticks.
I need more money *^* haha.

Internship is making me fat. Fkin swear. You eat then you sit. and it's a repetitive action that you do for 3 dull months. You tell yourself, watch what you eat. - but! Noooo, you don't. Cause when you see that snack that you have been craving for - *noms* without thinking.
Yesterday and today was a blast. Waking up in the morning was a bliss(:
Oh, did I mention - I love dominos :D Lava cake and cinnamon bread sticks that are my substitute for churros. haha.
Okay, that's all for now.
xx. peace out.

68 days

2011-09-25T13:39:00.000+08:00

Went to the pique nique~ the only I liked was the burger.
Lol. But cute deco & nice ambiance.

Finally wore shorts over the weekend, damn those formal wear. *sigh*
At least this coming Friday is casual Friday + TGIF. Let the weekly count down begin.

Missing my girls, esp Shariiiii that woman went Bangalore for some intern. Lol. Pratas and curry.
Met up with jo bunny but we didn't take photos! DAMN. Jo we can go rolling in the deep alrdy. LOL.
Then tried to prank V on the train but epic phail due to the LAGGING whatsapp.

& did I mention I only had to work till 3 pm last friday? FKIN AWESOME. This is the only time I love F1 race. You have proved your usefulness.

This week has been pretty eventful. (:

Johnny English Reborn IS A MUST WATCH. I laughed the entire movie. OMFG.

xx.

No need those fancy presents or restuarants, just wanting finer days ahead with you.
Not sure where we went wrong along the lines, i'm so afraid with each step I take.
falling into the shadows, can someone die of a heartbreak?

72 days.

2011-09-20T23:44:00.001+08:00

I'm really lazy tired so shall post pictures over the weekend (:
& since I meeting jojo on frifri, there is gonna be more pics! banzai!
72 days left for Intern (yes I'm counting down). Don't get me wrong, I don't hate internship.
I just dislike wearing formal (the worst part), waking up at 630 a.m. and feeling jittery.
And every day I wish the radio plays moves like Jagger because it keeps me awake.
But DAMNNNN the radio station, they alwayssss only play the mf preview of the song.
Okay some funny photos and captions to fill up my post.

1. When you do something right & get praised. (sometimes you get affirmation then become like this LOL)

OR you're boy does something really awesome for you! haha!

2. Looking at loads of resume and get confused.

3. Neck & shoulders start to hurt when using the comp for too long

4. Just so wanna wear like this to work. BUT NO. I CAN'T.

(Just the studded Jacket)

5. I just find this funny. Lol.

6. When you're hungry...really hungry for lunch - you eat like...

7. Okay now GOOD NIGHTO.

I want to watch Johnny English~

I loved, enjoyed today's dinner. ♥

On the first page.

2011-09-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

A new day with a brand new routine.

Waking up early in the morning & donning formal attire everyday. Totally screams b o r i n g.

I don't like my job but I like the location & the friendly colleagues.

And that leads me to...what the fuck am I gonna do in the future.

I just wanna be surrounded by clothes and beautiful things LOL. There's such a position in teen vogue. haha

Her job is to just look through latest trends on the computer etc. (life~)

Okay la, that is where my interest lies.

I'm happy for my friends who love their job! esp, V! she gets to work from home! how awesome is that!

Ah wells. 3 months to go. Let's just do this.

xx.

All the high calories.

2011-09-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

The sandman book that Jo lent me. (:
Say goodbye to glitter nails for 3 months - intern.
Jo and her mudpie. *nomnom*
A super yummilicious burger (the new mac burger!)
& a cheesy pizza.
Epic face time with Jo
Cute rilakkuma sushi!
Cupcakes @ high society~
Picture of no comments. haha
Cheese shaker fries. ( I prefer seaweed shaker fries!)

Yes, I really love to eat - FATTENING, HIGH CARBO FOOD.

My bulging tummy will stay - forever...sigh.

Mom and me have started a diet regime. Lol, I don't think I will last even 1 day. hahaha.

I just had MAGNUM. :D

Intern is starting in 1 day, zomfgwtfbbq, nervous much. :/

I hope I'll do well.

We'll see (:

xx, fellas.

Being emo nemo.

2011-09-07T11:44:00.001+08:00

It aches & I just tell myself it's going to be ok. I'm going to pull through this cause it's worth it.

I just want to disappear, even for a day is fine-where I don't have to talk to anyone or face anything.

Am an option to everyone.
Thought as long as I am not an 'option' to you, it would suffice. At least it would pull me through desperate times.

But it isn't the case.

Blocking out thoughts and telling myself it's gonna be okay and I only have myself to blame.

I only have myself - that's how I feel. Are you still there with me?

I feel like I'm losing grip/sight of you soon. Well, I guess it's sooner or later...

But I'll try stay positive about the outcome, holding on to anything I can grab on.

Just don't let me hang on to a thin thread for too long...I really need you to hold on to me.

one of these day, I would just do it, but not as if people would realize it anyway (:

Tough Period.

2011-09-02T10:09:00.000+08:00

1. My fringe I likeeeee. lol

2. Last MRND class!

3. My MAC make do book mark, and a venti latte.

4. Comics to keep me entertained.

5. The funny looking shots burger

6. DOMOKUN in my tiny tower *oh you're so cute!*

7. This shit works. It can make you last till the wee hours in the morning! & it's only $2.50? (If I rmb correctly)

8. It was supposed to be review board...

9. Fever calls for some cooling aid! Thanks bubz!♥

Exams are still on-going but I have a little time to blog, so yeah! :D
Random photos from my instagram taken throughout the exam period.
Having a fever at 39.1 degrees and trying to memorise facts wasn't nice. It was torturous. ):
On a random thought, life seems better when I play my tiny tower and see those tiny bits slogging their guts for me day and night so I can build another level. *evil laughs* lol.
Hope exams have been going well for all of you.
Intern is coming soon~ *snores*
xxxx.

BTW, Watch this:

I hardly listen to chinese songs...But but but... I like this. :#
so cute one the song! LOL

And this too! it's written by Bruno mars :)
Although it is kinda auto tuned...Lol.

tata!

the good and the ugly

2011-08-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

What you're looking at:

1. Jo's and me, new fringe.
2. Eating magnum which led to A calling us Fatty & Pui Pui.
A: " Wa, you in the lift, how come the lift still can go up" Lol
Vacheron Constantine
My Reebok I wore on National Day. Very patriotic hur.
My super old converse which I love to death.
Fruit Jam the boy got for me from Ginza (: I LOVE JAM.
V: " I going to butter tonight!"
S: " I going to jam!"
*Awkward silence* my friends, my friends. Lol
Famous Amos that our lovely teacher gave
Punggol Nasi Lemak, whoever said the portion was small is retarded.

Well, finally blogged. It has been a long time since I last did.

Exams are round the corner, have all of you started preparing? (:

This month will come to an end soon & I learnt many things within the last few weeks.

The good & the ugly. Oh wells, such is life. (:

Just know that you have to help yourself. & if you can't be strong yourself, no one can help you.

xx.

WHOEVER HAS INSTAGRAM ADD ME. @tokiotoast lol, I'm addicted to that shit. Lol.

No life Gladys. *draws circles* haha.

Ovedued

2011-07-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

What you're looking at:

Tropicana Strawberry Latte - Damn Awesome!
Honey Stars - Supper!
Damn spicy spicy mcgrill
My healthy lunch!
Lace peekaboo
Homer! :D
Flavored egg tarts
Stickers found on a random chair
Aglio Olio at Phin's
My Swollen Knee after Napfa! *^*
Thai Sukiyaki Nam : bloody spicy!!
Random photos of me and my girls (:

No one will really help or care about you, except your family.

Every man for himself I guess. It's a truly selfish world.

This is not of importance

2011-07-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Ever since that test, I've been feeling horrible. Overall for the subject I still fail and yes, I know, I am to work harder for end of year so I'll pass and there's no need to feel bad over it anymore cause the paper is over. Every night I tell myself the next day will be better. But no, the next day happens to be: another presentation to prepare, another report to type, another situation to handle. Teachers aren't very pleasant either. Some teachers just demoralize you. Some Friends- sometimes you just have to put so much effort into treating them nicely even though you're having a horrible day. I know my problems aren't as huge as others. But I'm awfully tired. So tired of carrying on. But it's fucking silly to end it. I'm not trying to seek your attention here. I'm just sick and tired and hopefully I'll be better...

2011-07-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

Loving the new snake cape, new pony toy and retarded photos taken during MA.
Things have been tough. But it'll definitely be better. Like the saying goes, there's always a rainbow after a storm. ( I want a leprechaun at the end of my rainbow. Lol)

Why do you love him?
Because...he can make a bad day instantly better. he can make me laugh when I've felt like crap all day.
he can bring out a smile in me no one else can. his face lights up the room and his voice, his eyes...just everything...

Pink white and black

2011-07-10T11:55:00.000+08:00

I want pink hair (or rather the exact same hair as her). oh god. But then again, internship won't allow it. *roar*
Peekaboo from j-bunny dress & yes, I did those nails myself. Not stickers okayyyy. Lol.
Last picture is my fave, HAWHAW. CND ♥
I'm hungry again, not a good sign cause I put on a kg alrdy! D: why can't I stop eating!!!
Having Operation on Monday so you'd be seeing a puffer fish in school. lawls.
Have an awesome Sunday. xx

Must Post all these or else will die kinda thing.

2011-07-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

BALMAIN.

IF only Freja Beha was in this Balmain photoshoot, I'll orgasm and die of satisfaction. Lol.

And I seriously don't mind wearing balmain everyday, haha. Blazer, tee, pants. Awesome.

OTHERS

Then there was Givenchy.

alright, that's all folks.

I'm sleepy!

xx.

2011-07-07T09:22:00.000+08:00

Treasure the person you love.

well, hello. I'm happy to be alive.

2011-07-03T12:31:00.000+08:00

I have a huge obsession with sentimental circus. haha, if you're in my class you would know. lol.
food pictures from boyfriend's birthday and retarded photos from a Thursday morning in class after rushing in from the heavy rain. so anw, I would love not to type some "i'm so emo, im gonna die soon" or "i have more problems that anyone else in this world" kinda posts, but I'm feeling kinda crappy. *shrugs* but I guess such issues are for me to figure out them myself and make necessary changes for the better. Positivity is hard to keep up with. xx.

2011-06-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

Rosie looks so damn fine. haha. anyway, loving what ruby is wearing. I want to wear like that to work!

I'll upload pics soon, just to lazy to do it now! feeling unwell D:
xx

being sick isn't fun.

2011-06-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

sick in bed with a splitting headache, been sick for a few days and school is starting soon- damn.
I don't even wanna return to sch. on the other hand, I've been kinda obsessed with instagram. haha, it's kinda fun. looking fwd to tmr. (Y)

tolerance has its limits.

love desire

2011-06-21T11:21:00.000+08:00

few things I would love to have right now. ESPECIALLY THE TOP IN THE FIRST PHOTO.
School is starting in a weeks time & I've been staying home pretty much everyday. Lol. nice to nua in my bed all day and getting fat with snacks. and I was right, the pink nails were too girly for me that I cleaned if off ytd. lol. xx sweeties.
I like to be on instagram. haha.

I love my dad.

2011-06-19T13:02:00.000+08:00

It's Father's day today!

DAD, I LOVE YOU!

And I admit, I forgot. D:
Gonna get daddy a little something later (:
Felt so bad cause dad got me pretty lotsa presents back from his trip & of course I love the A/X shirt most. LOL. Did my nails ytd ~ kinda too cutesy for me, But It's cool! haha need a change at times.
okay xx fellas.
- I like to post food don't I.

Attention! Affection?

2011-06-15T12:15:00.000+08:00

Attention is given out of politeness, you can feign that you care, pretend that you listen.
Affection is sincere, genuine, having a spot for that someone and things about that person matter to you.

It's after the exams and I haven't been going out much lately, like the feeling of pigging out at home. But somehow I'm kinda desperate for a swim right now. Haha. Tmr onwards I'll be out and on the go, busy busy.
But prolly it'll die down pretty fast. Having many june babies friends means cash flow gonna be tightttt like a fat woman trying to wear leather pants. But I guess its cool. I should reallyyyyy have a part time job I swear. :/ but later can't cope then fkin good game. lol. I'm pretty bored and dazed right now & feeling forever hungry- which isn't a good thing. D: kk fellas, Imma gonna find something to game.
xx,have fun on a wednesday

I'll have pictures soon. :X

Love...

2011-06-13T17:10:00.002+08:00

Every plan has its flaw.

2011-06-12T13:02:00.002+08:00

Last chance, last try.I felt afraid, what if this last chance doesn't work out for me - does that mean I lose someone I love so much and can't do without. Does this last chance label everything? What if someone needed many tries before they succeed? We feel tired, but if we never give up & if we'd keep trying, I believe it will turn out better. But for now, fingers are crossed and I love you.

Pretty Things

2011-06-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

June. You better be hella good.

2011-06-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

In June, to have faith and to believe and to trust.

Start collecting good karma bitches.

These few things over the days

2011-05-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

duffy & shellie, snacks, ipad2, fave strawberry biscuit from tokyo, my new disney store exclusive scrunchie that makes me look like I act cute but IDGAF. so I'm going to wear it to school cause I fkin love it :D
peace out.
xx

Today was awesome. It was what I needed.

With you.

2011-05-26T12:17:00.001+08:00

I need you, I gotta see you, boy
you're a stunner, yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours, You're a class all your own

And, ooh, little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops, you're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind

And you mean to me what I mean to you
And together, baby, there is nothing we won't do
Cause if I got you I don't need money
I don't need cars, boy, you're my all

And,I'm into you
And, boy, no one else would do
Cause with every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
I don't want nobody else
Without you there's no one left and
I gotta have you and I can not wait now
You know I care for you, you know that I'll be true
You know that I won't lie, you know that I will try
To be your everything

And I will never try to deny
That you are my whole life
Cause if you ever let me go I would die
I don't need another man
I just need your all or nothing
Cause if I got that then I'll be sane
Baby, you're the best part of my day

It's Ticking.

2011-05-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

So with a heavy heart I'm writing this down. Too many issues running through my head and it's so easy to drown in your own mess. I regret my impulsive decisions in life and quoting my friend, I have to Man the Fuck up which is to stop whining, complaining and dribbling about how bad the world is to me. Toughen up, basically. I wonder has someone up above has left me in lurch, in this darkness. The feeling of completeness that I so needed was actually just not wanting to feel empty. My friends tell me I'm crazy, not the normal crazy girl I am, but this time I'm insane. Maybe my brain has been over thinking, over processing issues that were actually nothing to be concerned off. Disorientated is what I am now, spending my time away typing essays after essays, asking for more work for that what keeps me sane. And then Fatigue wears me down, only then I'll be able to close my eyes and fall back into the sweet floating darkness where problems don't hit me at all. Thought has crossed my mind of wanting to stay in there, death has tempt me, inviting me in. "I have a bones of glass that can't take life knocks" is just an excuse I made up in my head. I know I can be stronger than this. Frail / Weak / stupid actions doesn't fit in my dictionary currently. All my incessant complains and crazy antics - I'm sorry. Don't get under my skin, don't make me stand at the end of the cliff. This post might not make any sense, or you can't figure out who I'm talking about because my thoughts are in a whirlpool and it's mind twisting. I'm just stringing along different topics, writing what I feel at that exact second. I need to get it out my clogged up fked up system.

xx.

Love for us might not be filled with excitement nor enthusiasm as it once used to be. Time hasn't been kind to me at all. But I can take it all for you. Every single blow I can take it - just for you. I'll wait for you to tell me if you currently don't want to say anything at all. I would wait for you, I would stay right through. Just for the ending, all I ask for is to be right beside you till where the light doesn't shine.

xx.

Yes, it's two different posts.

You taste good to me

2011-05-16T18:40:00.001+08:00

Some freakin awesome fishball noodles at ion basement. YOU HAVE TO TRY.

Sushi making with baby ♥ really funny looking sushi eh. Lol.

I not slacking at the photoshoot hor. Just nice got one picture taken of me drinking water. LOL

I so know V sure say something about it. Photoshoot was all fun and laughters. (Y)

Sushi making was funny and our sushi turned out weird looking but edible. Lol. love my baby boy so much ♥

I need you more than air when you're not with me

2011-05-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

If you asked me last year where I saw myself in a year, I could quickly tell you that this wasn’t it. Everything I am right now is nothing like I thought I would have been. The way things are in general are nothing like I thought they would be. To see the people I couldn’t live without last year walk away from my life and become strangers, to see people that were once strangers, mean more than the world to me. Seeing time fly by in the blink of an eye and feeling like nothing ever changes. - feeling like everything has stayed the same through out these days, yet looking back at where I was around this exact time last year and everything, different. ‘

& I don’t know if you ever feel like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid. But I want it when I get like this.

Credits,tumblr

Like the first time

2011-05-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

Rough day.
Funny how it really takes only a day to change everything.
So it's really important to cherish what you have right now.
Gonna get through tmr with swollen eyes. haha, goldfish.
Hectic week ahead. but am looking fwd to Tuesday the most.
Finally- is the only word I can think of.
so xx. have a great week ahead.

hello byebye

2011-05-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

Been long since I posted anything. Hardly anytime.
whoever said MA was easy and passable must be perfectly insane or crazily smart.
I think both.
It was a rather good day minus the horrendously boiling weather. felt like I was being cooked to be served on plate. sweated profusely. unglam sia.
HR lesson wasn't that all pleasant.
When we thought our notes were a-okay

She gives:

& started being kinda mean to our work
then my face to the tutor.

then the entire group was like:

& when we get to leave...

hahaha.
so anyway, things are pretty much done for Boutife!
excited!
Imma gonna try knock out now.
xx.
Pictures soon!

I wish in this entire world to have more time to spend with you.
You have no idea how much I miss you sometimes. oh wells.

change

2011-04-27T00:07:00.003+08:00

so please bear with my ugly self shots. haha.
2nd day of school and things are pretty boring already.
just hope that I don't fail MA.
Can't wait for this Sunday to arrive so I could spend quality time with my bf!
Sent my dad some stuff & I pray with all my might that he approves it. please let my dream come true.
In any case*touchwood*, it doesn't succeed. I have a backup plan.
So secret project otw will be mega awesome.
stay tuned folks.
xx.

to hell with you

2011-04-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

zirca, cakes & tea, to the bar and shopping for a new sch bag.
anw some dude stole my bag at grand hollywood & he is regular.
what the fuck bollz. & he also hangs out at zirca, so careful ppl.
he has blonde hair, long fringe and wears a LV logo belt and black converse shoes with a black curve on the tip of the shoe.
I really hope he goes to jail, gonna call the incharge officer to check the progress.
If I ever get his picture, I'll post it up to warn ppl.
GUESS WHAT, HE TOLD MY FRIEND HE FOUND MY BAG NOT STOLE IT.
BUT TOO BAD, THE CCTV CAUGHT HIS EVERY MOVE.
AND HIS DENYING WAS PATHETIC.

Sentimental circus

2011-04-15T17:48:00.005+08:00

all the overdued pictures. haha. & I seriously wouldn't mind going back to tampopo to eat again(:
plus I had so much fun with my girl at the elle event. (Y)
my bestie is coming back tmr and we are gonna have a late late birthday cake for the both of us. haha. looking fwd to tmr and esp sunday. haven seen my baby since god knows when. & I'm very into a new san-x character, its been out pretty long ago..I think October 2010 ( i know i slow.) It's called sentimental circus.
Hopefully I still can snag up some of their accessories/stationary before sch starts!
& wl, rockstar hurry up leh, I want my baggu bag one eh. haha. OR ELSE I HAVE NO BAG FOR SCH. LOL.
xx ppl. I should blog more often.

A wish.

2011-04-08T01:09:00.002+08:00

Met up with V today to discuss some plans. haha, kinda excited about it! but yet so worried.
how do I describe this...tough. But am gonna put in everything I've got to make it a dream come true.
Dream a little dream and pray for a fairytale ending.

happy birthday to me.

2011-04-03T14:36:00.012+08:00

My best birthday. Thanks to all for all the well wishes and those who spent it with me.
I'm dead tired with a bad hangover now.
Thailand was awesome but can't be compared to other times. Thanks to Jetstar, Flight got changed to Saturday morning. & Jetstar kept changing flights. both to and fro flights got changed. So we decided...no more jetstar in future.
Pictures for now. (warning, more food than humans) - humans below.

Some dish called morning glory. I think they use the morning glory plant or something & it taste so gooood. lol.

Australian salmon. no radiation. bollz. generous portion eh.

my udon. yummy yummo

I swear this is good. broccoli pie. WHY SPORE DONT HAVE.

my surprise cake from boyfriend (: i love pandas.

7 years and on~ she is my honey baby.
got my zirca envy chop on my head. lol.

another crazy group of girls. hawhaw.

xx.

ps. V thanks for that sweet post on your blog. Tuesday take pics ar :D heheh.

LEAVING~

2011-03-30T00:12:00.004+08:00

Few more hours & I'd be leaving~ I'm not even feeling excited. IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME.
I'm going bkk ehhhh. Okay maybe I found out my hotel has no free wi-fi and yet its a expensive hotel. TMD.
My birthday is also this week, and when I'm back I wonder what is in stall for me.
& I can't wait to see who rmbs my birthday Lolllllllllllllllllllll.
& lastly, thanks to daddy for this trip~ ♥
xx. have a good week y'all
till then~!

Picture spam of men fashiooooonnn~

I'm dying for this Mcqueen jumper. AHHHHHHHHH.

mix

2011-03-27T18:39:00.002+08:00

This look.

Catching up

2011-03-25T02:09:00.004+08:00

Okay, here's another post.
Playing ard with instagram today, filtering photos taken today & some overdue ones.
I realised its all food... goes to show how much I like to eat... Lol.
This is the reason why I never get to slim down. pfft.

Mom made some seriously delish Okonomiyaki for dinner tdy.

my supper mom bought...fave (:

the lime & pomegranate tea that had no lime taste.

the only brand of kimchi noodles that I'm able to eat for 3 days straight.

first chewy junior I've ever eaten given to me by Venecia

I want this pair of converse so fkin badly.

& I'm getting this for my dad. LOL. cute cufflinks. good when your bored during meetings. play with the helmet!

& finally, I honestly dislike to reject ppl's invitation but sometimes one just has to make nasty decisions.
had a good talk with my buddy & we're both dying to get a baggu duck bag.
I want them in nutmeg, stone, sea and coral.
pray they come in before I fly. *4 days more*
xx sweethearts.
lights out.

Nothing is trivial.

2011-03-20T00:56:00.004+08:00

boyfriend loves the food at this JB food place too. the fried pork/chicken taste so fkin deliciousss~

Eh no, I didn't try the bamboo charcoal mochi. too weird.
& a one day trip to msia with my family was awesome. (:

my blabber post for tdy begins:
went for dinner at overseas restaurant with bf family & ytd night drinking caused me to be as sick as a dog
& with only 3 hours of sleep, things couldn't be any more worse.
Only had 5 minutes to chow down a cup of kimchi cup noodles and a small part of bagel.
rushed to my driving lesson where I told my instructor I'm gonna be driving slowly today and no choice, he has to allow me to play my loud music in the car before I fall asleep and we get into accident.
did not like this afternoon, not even a bit.
& worst, I do not like to be ignored.
if I have done something or anything wrong, tell me. NOT ignore me.
I don't think I deserved to be ignored- the feeling sucks big time.
Just imagine you are so desperate to communicate with someone for hours and tt person just shuts you off- ouch.
I don't wanna go into details but - trust isn't something so trivial about getting home safely is it? Isn't it built over much more?
you being safe is my utmost priority. & I apologize sincerely for any mistakes I've done but you're safety was the only thing I could think of the entire time.
I hope you understand.

& thank god, seriously thank god, everything is alright now and am not letting anything repeat itself in future.
end of rant.
xx.

Tmr will be better.

yum tum tum

2011-03-13T01:11:00.004+08:00

Grocery shopping & dinner,
(yes, I bought baby food Lollll. & some really awesome tasting smoked cheese popcorn)

The adorable cashier, V!

heheh! bf not so brave~!Lol. my hot peri peri was too spicy for him!
went home to watch Tron with the huge bag of popcorn.
that's all for Saturday!
xx.

Ramen Play

2011-03-11T12:31:00.005+08:00

On Wednesday,

we had yummy food! and calpris drink was so goooooood~
& doesn't Venecia and Jun Jun look alike? must be the specs!
LOL.
xx.

Arm candies.

2011-03-07T23:32:00.003+08:00

Check out those arm candies.

xx
credits streetfsn + igorandre

Take a dirty picture for me.

2011-03-05T13:57:00.010+08:00

I love my baby girls ttmxxxx.
xx.

Hands up

2011-03-02T14:33:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER. HELL YEAH.
the last paper wasn't that awesome though, prepared to retake. :/
anyway! the pink ring is from topshop no? I WANT NEED RIGHT NOW.

the tattoos are awesomeness. so is choya. Lol.

got bored and did my nails. lol is currently the black one now! haha

obsessed with my skull charm bracelet. hawhaw

MY UO SHIRT ARRIVED. HAWHAW.

Just got my OPI black shatter that causes this effect below! :D yay! haha thanks to Lava V, I got it quick!

Tmr I'm chopping off me hair. & momster is accompanying me. hoorayyy. Lol.
waiting for the boy to come over now!
period cramps killing me.
xx people.
enjoy your holidays!

2011-02-26T11:56:00.003+08:00

Taking a break and decided to blog about HAIR. lol.
I'm F.I.N.A.L.L.Y getting a haircut next Wednesday. you have no idea how long I've been waiting.
But I'm still contemplating about my fringe. should I chop it off or not.

CHOP IT OFF =

If my fringe stays...

SO HOW! damn.):
now im waiting for 1pm to watch my show on mtv! :D
study fail sia me. Lol

exams

2011-02-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

exams are so near. and I'm hardly even prepared. I haven't been studying, only slacking. like fur real. gonna chiong tmr. it's time to pull up my socks!
after exams, i promise to flood the blog with pics.
peace out. study smart fellas.
xx.

Tonight * **** *

2011-02-18T23:02:00.005+08:00

Mission accomplished! Twiggies!

The cheese is a fave....addicted!

liking this pic of V, shows she's rly happy!

I'm thinking of this hair!

we were so crazy about the new song. haha.
I have driving tmr! xx.

Soulmates.

2011-02-14T23:31:00.006+08:00

Told you I'd have pictures! HAHA, accumulate.
anw my mom prepared this yusheng, and nope she didn't buy it.
she's damn good in cooking, ask my bf who clears the plates of dishes time to time. Lol
This yu sheng is lowww fattt cause use fruits. NYAHAHA.

But seriously, no more yu sheng for me. I mentioned right? I ate yusheng 5 times this year. Better HUAT I tell you. & I'm loving my new blue matt nails with claw ring! *thanks for helping me order Venecia*

JENG JENG JENG, It's VDay! How did you spend yours?(:

I rly love pandas.

bf is good at writing cards. ^^

Got him a little something (:

Wedding bells are ringing! Congratulations V & K!

1...2...3...AWWWWW(:
Pretty right the bride!! *couldn't get close shot of her T^T

cute cards for seating arrangments! ♥

Happy Vday all of you! Hope you had a great one! ♥

no more please.

2011-02-13T01:21:00.004+08:00

so today I had my 5th yu sheng of the year. I'm starting to fear it already.
Anymore yu sheng and you might see me excuse myself to the toilet to puke.
Crystal Jade Palace food was yummy but their plates abit...dirty? Lol. dishwasher problems I suppose.

Afternoon was really horrible for me. If the weather was cold, it wouldn't be that bad...but it was hot & sweaty.
Damn. & I was 30 minutes late for my driving lessons cause I couldn't find my key. & worst, every single cab that passed by was hired & the cab i got into had a nasty cab driver. Talk about karma sista. I need to do more good/kind/compassionate things/actions in future. Need good karmaaaaa. Anw, bf thanks for tolerating my incessant chanting/cursing/shouting on the phone today. Sorry abt it :/♥

Monday is Valentines! So is the day of my last presentation. (hell yeah)
Friday would be the commskill interview- which I'm so not excited for.
I really want February to end so badly. Too many things lur. March is the perfect month of rest & getaways ♥

Feeling really tired now & in my head I have a never ending list of what to buy.
I'm gonna chop of 2 inch of my hair length soon! It's too long! reaching my butt pretty soon. HAHAHA.
I promise to upload photos soon! hee(: xx

Gonna get 1 pair! MUST.

Erin wasson is always so darn cool. wtf. I want her hair and tattoos.

Go sleeping dreaming of Candice. Sweet Dreams.

xx.

Rome wasn't built in a day.

2011-02-08T22:41:00.003+08:00

There's a need for me to think rationally, calm down and stop moving too fast ahead.
there isn't a need for what I plan to do, i have to learn to trust that you will make gd judgment & that I'm the only one in your eyes.
It isn't easy to think properly but yeah, I really took my time to think and see if it was worth it. & the result was, it wasn't worth it at all cause I should trust you that you love me and only me.
maybe what I lacked at that point of time was reassurance, & my biggest fear was losing you, & it was hard to tell you when I see you cause I wasn't able to piece the words into sentences that were floating in my head. so I've finally decided today, to not do what I planned to do & to trust you wholeheartedly. I know it isn't a big issue but I can't stop the paranoia & I believe I talked to you about this before. So please forgive me if I seem/ sound crazy, I just can't help it & I love you too much that I can't even imagine loosing you. I'm sorry I'm this kind of girl, crazy filled paranoia.
maybe this whole paragraph may sound like bull, but I already did my best in piecing the words together.
yeah,my friend was right. I shouldn't use my energy on something that retarded, I should use my energy on you- treat you better cause I know sometimes my temper is like really horrible and you have to take all of it. Honey, I'd do anything just to let us stay. xx.

My biggest Fear.

2011-02-08T12:33:00.000+08:00

Baby Good Night.

2011-02-08T00:49:00.004+08:00

Spasm face. Thanks ar bf. LOL.

Dinner with bf family @daidomon. NOMZX.

Chicken cravings for the two.

Of course, I gave most of my chicken to bf. I CAN'T FINISH. :/ those who know me would know. Lol.
But funny how I could finish my ice cream. HEES :D
anyway, happy 10th monthsary baby!
thanks for tolerating my nonsense & monstrosity! Lol!
love you so much & always will! ^^ ♥
nemo nisi mors.

CNY!!!!

2011-02-04T20:39:00.007+08:00

HAPPY CNY!

Loving my sperrys!

New watch daddy surprised me with!

Yeap, that's my mom! Lol.

My brother has a toothy smile.

Hi baby cousin!

you tell me how to focus when got this kind of boyyyyy.

hottttttttt :D

My brother's mini trolley.

My 'gonna be cui' nails.

Cny wear shorts for the second day because Msia is so hot! Lol.
anw, CNY is soso only la this year, not much hype.
Ang bao also not so much T^T poor me.
but better than nothing ^^
I'm dreading to go back to school, exams and projects round the corner. pfft.
waiting for the boy to come over now.
xx.

pretty pretty please.

2011-02-02T15:08:00.003+08:00

I'm such a narcissist LOL.
Did nails with Venecia today! I swear V is such a nice girl. I LOVE HER LA.
& I bumped into my old friend, Mel! She so gorgeous now. ♥

Self shots on Monday! boyfriend was beside playing Worms.LOL. his new fave game app.

I'm gonna do my nails for my hands tonight! yayyy! haha can't wait for dinner later! ABALONE!
xx, have a great dinner y'all!

My world revolves around you. only you.
so please stay by me forever.
I hope it'll be forever- you have no idea how I fear if a better girl comes along.
So with my fingers crossed, please be with me till the end.

oh such is life.

2011-02-02T00:54:00.004+08:00

IT'S

& So I really love desserts.

& if I could, I'll gobble them all up.

But that means, my dream of having candice's body will never come true (i'm still far from it though HAHAHAHA)

FML.

I really want this sweater. ): but I can't find it so = I CAN'T FKIN ORDER IT

I wanna watch Rapunzel again!

Bunch of random pictures. Haha, Just feel like updating it like this you know? got mood one. haha
meeting Venecia in the morning tmr for some MACS breakfast then we're gonna do our nails! EGGCITED MUCH (:
Will post pictures of it ^^
& hopefully I get to meet bf for quick lunch before I rush back home for reunion dinner! ABALONEY~ okay I need to sleep now before I wake up late to meet V! Then oh nooooo~
nights ppl! have a lovely tmr! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Sometimes, I tend to take things for granted & make people around me angry & upset, but sometimes I really don't mean for it to happen. With that said, I seriously have the best boyfriend. Putting aside those silly bickers & what not, I'm so thankful to have him.Tolerating me is no easy job. (say real.) Love you ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

xx.

nandato nandos

2011-01-30T21:44:00.006+08:00

I like V in this hair!
& @grand hollywood ! my friend thought this guy was cute so take photo with him!

Dinner with the rents @ ichiban. Bf cheese curry katsu

I spammed 14 slices of sashimi! :D

At Nandos with my girls! ♥

Nariko trying to act cute!

Look at the KPO GUY BEHIND.

This picture made my want of buying falsies stronger. where my eyelashes siol. what fuck.

Okay, nice to laugh at right my face? haha.
I had so much fun with my girls today! LOVE THEM LIKE CRAZY! ♥
I don't know what the weather is up to! it has been raining like cats and dogs. damnnn
CNY is coming! excited much?
Gotta have to chiong finish my project tmr. don't care if i die in school. Lol.
can't wait for tuesday with V! nails nails nails!
Friday night at grand hollywood was a blast! really last minute, but really awesome.
drank like a mad girl. yay!
Dinner with rents on saturday night with the boy was pleasant. (: I LOVE SASHIMI!
I'm thinking about what valentine's gift to get...hmmm..
ok im tired now! toodles ppl!
hope u had a blasting sunday!

Ekk, you call yourself my best friend, but you got my birthday wrong...

Random

2011-01-28T12:38:00.001+08:00

In the school comp lab, feeling bored...but on the good side...my report is finishing up soon! yay!~

Cause you're always there.

2011-01-27T20:08:00.003+08:00

Ordered Macs for lunch last Saturday, I have a bad obsession for McBistro.

Siao liao, CNY how to take photo, my face...my face!!!

I think I scared V.LOL! & I love my checkered shirt! ^^

Honestly can't wait for next Monday to arrive, for that will be the day I scream FREEDOM.
Gonna submit all my reports by Monday hopefully. I'm already about to suffocate and die liao ):
Plus all this stress adds to my muscle aches and tension. poo.
Thank god boyfriend is forever beside me giving me massage! Hahaha. so sweet right! Even if he has school for the whole dayyyyy. ♥ & he makes sure we cab back from my school when he picks me up!
&& boyfriend surprises me with KOI every now and then. now you know why my face so round. haha.
I have the sweetest boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
TGIF tmr. haha gonna run home and sleep. Then sat, sun, mon!!!!!!!
Tuesday I have decided to NOT go school (:
xx people.
forgive me if I am so slowwww at updating.
& sorry for lack of pictures.
After CNY I sure spam.
I've been lazyyyyyy. nyahahahaha.

I'm the bad guy.

2011-01-23T23:50:00.004+08:00

Saturday:
Dragged boyfriend from cityhall to town just to do my shopping. Lol.
Got my sperry top-sider yay!
& boyfriend got me a unique ring! ♥
& off we went to TM to meet my mother for more shopping. hawhaw.
my boyfriend has high tolerance level for me. ^^

Sunday:
Surprise attack from boyfriend in the morning at 9! Lol. I was still in pjs and awful face. bleah.
Had breakfast and started working on school stuff till 11.30 p.m.
Yeah,I joke you not.
Ordered macs for lunch! my mcbistro. Fuckin love that burger.
boyfriend accompanied me throughout the day with no complains. (:
I love you! haha. ♥♥♥

& last but not least, I need to complain.
What have I done to deserve no replies, late and sloppy work from youuuuuuuuuu
Fuck you la. I hope you get shit from whoever in the coming weeks. Hate it sia. really.
FUCKED UP. ( actually if you feel guilty from reading this, even though I may not saying you then.. srsly Lol.)

Okay, so I got stressed and I gobbled 4 big scoops of Caramel + Marshmellow + hot fudge + chocolate chip ice cream + Almond Sprinkles. yeap, that's what you eat when you type from 9.30 am to 11.30 pm.
& i have motherfucking sore shoulders. ):

I miss my girls. *sigh
xx.
Pictures soon I promise. (:
@hoppypoppyz & @escadaraindrops & @nightstarrr are like my happy pills. Lol ^^

inspiration

2011-01-21T18:28:00.001+08:00

Want some fur on my shoulders!

& plus the studs, raw leather, knits & blazer

I would love to have it

2011-01-21T18:08:00.002+08:00

Want this pair.

2011-01-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

I want a pair of Sperry! but I can't find this design! T^T
nuuuuu~ sigh. shall go shoe hunting this Saturday!
Went to see the doctor today & had my blood taken for a test! Hope nothing is wrong with me! D:
bleahh, this week is gonna be a rush. Friday should hurry pass. & April should arrive quickly. haha
I'm off to bed now. Promise more pics soon! :D

shuuuueeesss.

2011-01-18T23:32:00.004+08:00

V made me wear color!!! so yeah, best I could do. Lol

V's new red hair! whoooo~

New shoes arrived! (: hardly wear heels so...Giving these wedges a shot. ^^
Anyway, V challenging me into wearing more colors...have made my morning kinda difficult. LOL.
I srsly couldn't pick out anything. :/
But I did my best!
Won't be in sch early tmr, have to see a doctor, my sickness doesn't seem to turn for the better. D:
shall turn in soon!
xx

Party in the USA

2011-01-16T15:26:00.007+08:00

Behold my new found icon! Taylor Thomasi Hill! Accessories Director for US Marie Claire! & plus point, she's colorful! (V knows what I mean.Lol)
oh god,I love her.
Though Kate lanphear is still my no. 1 (:

Kate Lanphear

my fave Style director, US elle of all time!
who is your favourite style icon?
xx

Because.

2011-01-16T01:05:00.004+08:00

You know they care & love you when:

he goes on long flights and still brings back that particular muffin ,always- just because he knows you love it
he makes sure he celebrates your birthday every year no matter how busy he is
he works hard just for you & the family
she cooks your favorite meals when you're having a bad day
she lets your curse and swear when you have it rough and she patiently listens to it
& bitches about it with you
she goes on shopping trips with you even though she's busy that day
Although she always says no, she eventually makes it into a yes
She says she doesn't feel like baking at all but when you say you wanna have a certain pastry, you see her baking it the next day
he makes & watches you take medication cause he knows you won't take it if he doesn't do that
he makes sure there is always a glass of water by your bed before you sleep
he constantly checks whether you've eaten
he pays attention to the things you like even though he is doing something else
he holds your bag when you are shopping and makes you laugh and look retarded when you make a bad choice in clothes
he picks up your calls no matter what
they give you a hug on your worst day & tell you they'd be by you
they make you laugh like a mad person
they bitch & gossip with you
let you hit them when you're just acting plain retarded
share with you their goodies
they will catch you when you fall when you're fucking down

There's many more but the people I'm talking about here are mainly people who really matter to me. You can guess. Lol. I guess it's pretty easy.

Anyway, today I spent alot $$$! but I'm a happppyy girl! I'll post up the goodies soon! :D

I'm thinking of buying SPERRYYYY~ but the colors I've seen today are LIKE FUGLY.
PRAYS* for nicer colors* Wanted to buy TOMS but mom says I already have a pair so No point. ;/

Girlsss! Boutife collection 5 is upppppppp~ take a look!
My faves: black blouse with awesome powsome material & nasty girl inspired stripe tunic!
It's your loss if you don't check it out because the tunic is so SUITABLE for CNY! Clickkkkk ♥

V & me!

Pretty Venecia/Boutife owner

Okay, that's all for now. I'm suppose to be asleep! xx

I'm absolutely nothing. Without you.

2011-01-13T23:35:00.005+08:00

Yeah, Nothing good ever stays with me. Absolutely nothing. I destroy & ruin many things, feelings and relationships. I don't know what's wrong with me. I guess it's just me that I never am able to handle things/situations properly. How can I tell you that without you am absolutely nothing? Well, maybe in words. Cause telling you that in action is pretty difficult. If I could write how much I cherish you in words, it'd be an never-ending essay. But words are just words, & actions are louder than words. So trust me I'll prove it to you. Slowly but surely. You're burned into my mind & heart & I love you so much.
Some things that are occurring these days are making me feel tired. Tired of living, tired of facing those situations. I guess some of you might know. Those close to me do. I have crazy thoughts running through my mind recently, I am not trying to seek your attention but I'm really stressed out. My brain-factory has been kinda over-worked and I've been finding ways to relax. & I've finally broke down today. Crying out feels much better, typing it out here makes me feel better (so don't bash me for this.)
So you know what I've been thinking lately? It's something stupid- I want to jump. yeah, jump down a tall building and lay flat at the bottom lifeless. So I won't have to bother about many things. Anymore.
But Yeah, I still have many more things to accomplish in life & I don't want to make the people who care for me sad. Lol. I sound so rubbish.
I hope I get better. At least I'm getting out of the country for my birthday& at least I'm going for retail therapy soon next week & I have my boyfriend to lean on at my worst moments.
xx.

2011-01-11T22:38:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to V!

Sexy J!

Bought a blouse from Boutife! :D nyahaha thanks V. love the material laaaa.
so lazy to go school tmr & there's too many things to do. *breathes*
anyway, you gotta try that korean packet drink. taste like banana milkshake. yummyy~!
Watched Love & other drugs with boyfriend today! Lol. So many sex scenes. God.
Lol. I'm pretty tired so xx babies!

Dreaming. (& it'll happen. Lol)

2011-01-09T22:08:00.006+08:00

Got bored & got inspired by V, I decided to come up with my I want post.
So here goes...

I want:
To have a good sleep

& wake up to be effortlessly cool & thin like Freja (never gonna happen though)

and having such legs

carrying many birkins

& Have a walk in wardrobe

With many shoes

inside an awesome powsome house

Eating cute & sumptous breakfast!

driving out a nice swanky car (McLaren Mercedes SLR 722)

and Lastly...
xx. (:
images from my tumblr!

2011-01-08T22:03:00.004+08:00

Pictures taken on Friday + today.
& Boyfriend bought me lunch cause I woke up pretty late & he knows I always go for driving lessons hungry. thoughtful ♥
Driving was such a pain today & am not going into details to bore you. Met up with V & Jo after to do some shopping! :D Pretty tired & am gonna knock out pretty soon, so have a awesome day tmr!
xx

Just for fun.

2011-01-07T02:00:00.000+08:00

Today.

2011-01-06T01:25:00.002+08:00

School was pretty fun today! Went to do my nails with Venecia while Jo cut her hair. (:
We've been thinking positive & believing in some things. ( HAHAHAHAHA)
Anyway, ytd I randomly told the boy I wanted KOI. & today after school, the boy was waiting for me at my house busstop & behind him was two cups of KOI!
& KOI has an infamous long queue...so THANK YOU BABY!
& yes, I'm addicted to a new drink. Apple Cranberry Juice! ♥

Ebi Abbey Fry.

2011-01-05T00:32:00.003+08:00

G:"You know abbey?"
V:"Fry."
G:"what fry?"
V:"Abbey Fry."
G:" Really Abbey Fry?!"
V:"Japanese Ebi Fry."
G: "oooh...."
Rest: Laughs*

Monday.

2011-01-03T23:17:00.004+08:00

Harrods cookies (from the boy) are the fkin ♥.
Accompanied the boy on his first day at school! hawhaw. Alot weird ppl sia. D: Shall not go into it cos freaking disgusting & Lecture is 3 hrs straight. Anyway, went to have lunch & the chai peng stall that the boy wanted to me to try wasn't 'opened' today! Suayyy. So we settled for the Atas-looking-chicken rice & curry rice. Expensive okay. But damn good. Lol
Have an early class tmr & I'm gonna hop off to bed! The boy is still studying. Awww, hardworking. I like. ♥

Hello Kitty! I love! & it's for Venecia too! ♥

Canada's Macs! S'mores OMG.

France's Macs! The burger looks so fkin good...

& McBistro! Which I so wanna eat when I so wanna Diet too. F.M.L.

Dessert Sweets

2011-01-02T12:15:00.005+08:00

Best Dessert @ Kazu Sumi-yaki Restaurant! Couldn't take photo of other food T^T gone like the wind. Lol.

Love the Veggie Tofu Burger!

Dessert Story at Century Sq. = I'm nv going back there again.
Milo ice too sweetttttttt. buay tank.

sourrrrrrrrrr.

Porridge for the painful gums me. D:

Photos were taken over a few days. Lol. not all in a day.
Detesting the fact that school is tmr & I have driving lessons later. D:
Not cool. So tired lur. Yet I want my license asap. lol.
Whatever it is, have a great Sunday y'all. ♥

Happy 2011!(;

2010-12-31T20:49:00.003+08:00

Happy 2011! this year I've definitely met my fair share of awesomely powsomely nice & awfully disgusting people.
Experienced roller coaster rides through the year but nevertheless I still love 2010.
I'm thankful for all my friends, my family and my boyfriend & I'm sorry to all whom I may have hurt this year be it accidentally or on purpose.

Bbandits, they're first on the list I have to thank for every year. You girls are amazing! You've picked me up on my worst days by making me laugh till my tummy hurts, ice cream-tea-cakes-gossip sessions where we talk,laugh, take photos like crazy girls and get worried that the shop manager might just kick us out, mad mad shopping/makeup sprees, bitching non-stop is our forte. Lol. You girls are just like my sisters & it has been 6 yrs. (: I love you girls.

Bear, my bffffffffff. thank you for so many things and if I have to list it out...It'll be kinda never-ending-ly long. In short, I love you so much bestieeeeee!! You'll never get rid of this sis from hell. NEVER. :D

Vance & Patrick, Thanks for all the support you've given me and being there for me in times of need. You two are god-send. I swear. (;

My busstop gang ( Venecia, Jo,Asyraf) I'm pretty blessed to have meet you this year. (: YOU GUYS ARE LIKE MAJOR AWESOME POWSOME! ^^

To the rest of my friends, thank you for everything you've done for me in 2010. I'll never forget it. (;

And leaving the BEST for the last:
In 2010, I met my bf! He is the SWEETEST thing EVER (too many points to list. Lol)*rolls*
And when I knew he like me...Like every girl who knows you're crush likes you...

At first, you’ll be like:
Then, you’ll be:
When you tell your best friend:
And when you tell your other friends:
Haha, yepp! He is the best gift I've received this year.
What's your best gift for 2010?
Have a great new year celebration! xoxo